Testing the Limits

Engineering science gave us skyscrapers, suspension bridges, nuclear submarines and supersonic planes. Imagine how much humans have accomplished since the time of the Noah’s Ark, Babel Tower and the Egyptian Pharaohs’ Pyramids. Endowed with plain human curiosity and advancing through sophisticated technology, we have learned to harness the use of materials and the forces of nature to create durable structures.

Until concrete and steel became common tools for builders, we had not truly understood how to respond to forces such as gravity, earthquakes, cyclonic winds and water pressure. With a combined steel-and-concrete design, civil engineers have been able to maximize strength and space through economical construction designs and methods. A building can now go up to more than 400 meters using steel or reinforced concrete frames. This beneficial use of material strength applies to many other fields we often take for granted: in dental care, in furniture design, in toy manufacturing and in the design of sporting goods.

Testing the limits of a particular material such as lumber can be as simple as bending it with one’s hands until it breaks or using precise gadgets that will measure how much flexural or bending stress it can withstand before reaching its Ultimate Strength limit. Such know-how allows engineers to design structures that contain all the benefits of economy, aesthetics, strength and durability. In short, engineers determine the allowable limits and work within them. To exceed them is to court disaster.

In sports, testing the limits has allowed athletes to endure stress and overcome great obstacles on the road to breaking Olympic records. Extreme sports – as an exciting new field -- is all about breaking through perceived human limits of endurance, courage and credulity. Certainly, it has become a great source of profit for the networks and of compelling entertainment for people. However, it has also stretched human sensitivity to a point of fatigue itself – a kind of Ultimate Strength limit. In fact, engineers use the term “fatigue” to refer to the failure of a structural member to carry load, thus leading to collapse.

Nervous breakdown is a common occurrence now, perhaps because we subject ourselves to so much stress physically, emotionally as well as mentally. And even kids have been mercilessly utilized by the networks to act like mature newscasters, comedians, entertainers and program hosts as if their presence could give a semblance of innocence and freshness to otherwise unwholesome and hackneyed shows. As if that were not enough, business rears its ugly head and bankrolls shows and activities that all but defy all limits of decency, virtue and common sense. We need to promote a new line of underwear. Bring in the best-looking hunks and babes and let them wear the skimpiest undies. As a finale, let them take them off. Watch how the crowd will howl with glee!

There is really no limit to human depravity. Testing the limits is the oldest but the most enduring game in town.

The Tower of Babel was nothing but a story of how city-people tested the limits of human ingenuity and ended up testing the grace of God Himself. They simply wanted to build a tower to reach heaven, a totally innocent goal if you look at it. But in their hearts, those people harbored the chronic sin of pride. In God’s words, “If as one people speaking the same language they have begun to do this, then nothing they plan to do will be impossible for them." (Genesis 11:6) In Job 38:10-11, we read how God “fixed limits” for the sea and “set its doors and bars in place” and said, “This far you may come and no farther; here is where your proud waves halt.”

Only up to this point!

In same manner, God had set a limit to humans. As early as the time of Adam and Eve, this became obvious. Everything else was allowed, except for the forbidden fruit. I grant you a million choices but one singular prohibition. I give you one million things but do not choose something else that will destroy you. Sounds fair enough, isn’t it?

But, no! As adventurous or foolhardy as humans are, they end up testing even the limits of God's moral standards. Monogamy was once the originally prescribed limit but polygamy broke through. Marital fidelity used to be the rule until adultery and divorce came into fashion. Laws – whether divine or human – were precisely conceived to set limits to human behavior and yet now there is no end to the promulgation of laws as there is really no end to human ingenuity to impugn the rule of law. Sophisticated security measures and financial controls against embezzlement, fraud, bank robbery and corruption have become standard jobs for monetary institutions. Even the simple task of securing one’s domicile against break-ins has spawned a big business for security agencies and high-tech security-alarm manufacturers.

Complete peace and security has become a wistful dream today, thanks to unlimited or unabated criminality and violence. In a much larger scale, military adventurism has become a fashionable career move for our officers in uniform. Lured by the promises of businesspeople and politicians, some of these officers become easy prey for people who wantonly test the limits of democracy. Add to this deadly, armed component those who stretch the limits of our so-called freedom of speech and assembly and we have the formula for bringing a nation to the brink of collapse. Like a building that has structural members with limited capacities, so with a nation where peace and order can break down under abnormal and intolerable conditions. Hence, the danger of anarchy will always remain as long as there are those who resort to nefarious ways to test the limits of our institutions.

When will it all end? How do we arrest the ultimate downfall of order in society?

Simply by living within the limits of society’s norms. As Aristotle and Confucius said, “Walk the middle path.” Yes, do not go to the extreme left or right. Do not go to the extreme height or the extreme depth. Stay within the liberties given to us by God and society and we will do well. There is so much we can do and enjoy in that space “within the bounds” without feeling bored or confined. Without feeling that life is unjust or unkind.

Only the abnormal or the eccentric feel compelled to cross the lines to unnatural behavior. Were you born a male? Then, behave like one. Who said it’s all genetic? “God made them male and female.” How can He make a mistake? Homosexuality is merely another convenient way to test and break the limits. Sodom and Gomorrah -- just like Babel -- were heaven’s judgment calls against going to the extremes. A fair warning we should heed for our own good.

But we cannot stop people from testing and breaking the limits. They believe they have unlimited rights and freedoms. We can only expect society to strengthen the institutions that will help people gain control over their inordinate passions before they totally destroy themselves and others. Prisons were designed to do that but, as it is, more people who should be in them are out there wreaking havoc. Government was designed to promote law and order but at times the people in government themselves violate the law and create discontent. Churches were meant to provide us with spiritual guidance but oftentimes the behaviors of pastors and bishops repulse us.

Going back to what is essentially required of each individual must be given emphasis in homes and schools. Wonder why we see societal breakdown? Because we no longer teach “Good Manners and Right Conduct”. If kids today do not know how to throw trash properly, it comes from a simple lack of basic training. Eventually it grows to become a case of disrespect for authority. We, in general, have become too soft in disciplining children. They have learned early on that if they can cross the limits, they soon gain confidence to do things we used to abhor ourselves but dare not forbid them for fear of their rebellion. The neglect escalates until we reap the whirlwind.

Women now drink beer and wine as openly as men. Not that they don’t have the equal right, if that is what you think this criticism is all about. But it’s not that; it’s about men having broken through the limits first a long time ago and then being followed by women now in full force. Baby come lately! Everybody’s doing it now for sure. Good for business and everyone. Let’s drink to that! Everybody’s welcome to the party!

With parents steeped in “extreme” tendencies or “deficient” morals, can the children be far behind? We now reap the fruits of this overweening culture of deviant and inordinate human behavior. Notice how bored kids are nowadays? They used to be so playful and slept when they got tired of running around. But now they never get tired of sitting down and playing PC games. So what? What’s the difference? Playing outside made them strong and normal. Their bodies told them to rest when they needed to. Playing PC games makes them physically weak, socially inept and emotionally dull. They don’t even know the meaning of tiredness or hunger once they sit to play. (Their parents have to tell them so!) They no longer interact with people or with themselves but with a machine. They no longer see the world but a fictitious realm. They have broken through the mist of unlimited imagination and away from the real world. Caveat: The mind never gets tired; it only goes insane.

But don’t take my word for it. Look closely at your own children, nephews and nieces. Or better still, find out for yourself what they are going through. Only then will you find out for yourself what kinds of adults they will become.

Do they – or we, for that matter -- live within the limits or are they/we constantly testing the limits? The answers are there right before our eyes.

Out in Space, Out of Place

(I Dreamed that Google Said “Godspeed to Atlantis!”)

For those who think browsing the Internet has become one boring past-time, consider this: It now allows you to monitor space exploration in real-time via NASA TV. (Visit www.tvunetworks.com and download the TV player to access it and other channels for free.)

As a kid, I remember the excitement of listening to the transistor radio – an amazing portable and personal portal to global programs and music. Today, the PC has become a virtual, personal window with a much wider and higher scope. The landscape, no, the land-sea-space-scape (whichever direction the camera points) is breathtaking. You swing silently around the globe inside the space-shuttle Atlantis hundreds of kilometers above the Earth, dwell with astronauts inside the gravity-free International Space-Station and lose all earthly sense of burdensome concerns as you float along. Unlike birds who must feel the rush of the wind or the sting of the cold wind on there faces, you fly in total security and comfort. Everything moves in slow-mo. This is the ultimate stress-free environment! It’s so hypnotic you wish you could just enjoy the ride all day long. But then Houston and its horde of scientists crackle in the speakers and put you in your place. It is after all just reality TV plus a lot of science.

The virtual experience, however, can be surreal. Up there, the world visually becomes smaller and smaller. And awkwardly out of place. And why not? If flying were all that liberating and exciting, why go back to Earth and be again limited or finite? Why suffer if you can have joy beyond imagination. Yet, the induced dream is fleeting. Afterward, you find your butt numb from all that sitting motionless (except for your agile mouse-friendly finger) before the PC.

And if that did not give you enough divine-prerogatives or powers to literally control what to see and where to go, there is GoogleEarth (www.GoogleEarth.com) to give you exactly that. Whereas NASA only shows you misty views of Africa or the silver-lined, blue atmosphere that cloaks the Earth, GoogleEarth lets you hover to a hundred meters above the tip of the Eiffel Tower in Paris and clearly see people and their shadows as if they were lifeless, immobile ants. Move the mouse and the monitor takes you across the Atlantic as you fly over the Statue of Liberty and down to Washington DC, where you see US government buildings masked in 3D graphics to hide structural details. What for? Who knows? Even before they put out those maps, the terrorists already knew where and how to land those deadly suicide planes. Besides, all you need are the coordinates to target any place you want on the map.

This awesome power to conjure for our minds once improbable acts could be the newest level in human achievement that will either bring us to glorious heights or to ignominious depths. For how can such contrasting ideas as boundless freedom and global destruction emanate from these two parallel activities which auspiciously remind us of those innocent games we did on the globe as kids? We would never have dared throw a dart on the library globe or map or felt ecstatic being able to see where we were located on the map. Abstraction (such is a map) did not really help our imagination that much as kids. But the Internet has given imagination a giant leap. No, it seems it has provided us with an almost divine ability to see the world as God sees it. And as with all good things put to bad use, also the unnerving capacity to encroach or impose ourselves upon the lives of others.

Today, we no longer consider the world as the infinitely inscrutable environment that ancient peoples used to do. We no longer fear the terrifying forces that appeared to bring diverse judgments upon human civilizations – the floods, the storms, the plagues and the cataclysms. We no longer worry about what we will be and what we are able to accomplish for ourselves. Superstition has given way to super-VISION. We know more and we can see farther than ever before. In short, we have become like God. For better of for worse, we have removed – if not totally and effectively, at least conceivably and potentially -- the limits to what we can do. Alas, like the people of Babel, nothing can stop us from reaching higher and higher! So it seems.

As so, like God Who dwells not on the Earth, we no longer feel really at home in this world. It has become out of place. Obsolete. Used up. We have gradually put ourselves out of it. Someday, too, it may no longer support human life. Not knowing fully what is out there, we leave the Earth not knowing fully what is here. Or why we were put here in the first place.

The old nightmares we had of looking down the world and flying farther and farther from it brought cold sweat to our brows and woke us up terrified. But with technology and the accompanying freedom brought to our imaginations, we merely turn around and face other worlds never before conquered. We have jettisoned our fears and ignorance and directed our spaceship to the much, much wider, deeper and higher reaches of the Universe. Or perhaps, to Heaven? Is it really out there or is it merely one of the possibilities of the Universe? An imagined place in an infinite space? Could there truly be such a happier space and a better place?

I must be crazy to think that people would actually see and reach for Heaven using only cold, lifeless technology. The moon or Mars, perhaps. But Heaven? Either I’m still floating out in space or I’m out of place. Time to put my feet back on the ground. Or shut my mouse.

(Top photo: Blue Earth seen from the International Space-Station, courtesy of NASA TV; Photo above: UP Oblation in Baguio City looking up and reaching out to Heaven naked and innocent as Adam.)

Typhoon Hysterics (Part 2)

A few more points to deal with regarding the recent “typhoon cleansing” we went through.

Until now, many people are confused as to which typhoon signal system is being utilized and enforced by PAG-ASA. Officially, it utilizes the Modified Public Storm Warning Signals with 4 Public Storm Warning Signals, as follows:

• PSWS#1 – for winds from 30-60 kph expected in the next 36 hours. Twigs and branches of small trees may be broken. Some banana plants may be tilted or downed. Some houses of very light materials (nipa and cogon) may be partially unroofed.

• PSWS#2 – winds from 60-100 kph in the next 24 hours. Some coconut trees may be tilted with few others broken. Few big trees may be uprooted. Many banana plants may be downed. Rice and corn may be adversely affected. Large number of nipa and cogon houses may be partially or totally unroofed. Some old galvanized iron roofings may be peeled off. In general, the winds may bring light to moderate damage to the exposed communities.

• PSWS#3 – winds from 100-185 kph in 18 hours. Many coconut trees may be broken or destroyed. Almost all banana plants may be downed and a large number of trees may be uprooted. Rice and corn crops may suffer heavy losses. Majority of all nipa and cogon houses may be unroofed or destroyed and there may be considerable damage to structures of light to medium construction. There may be widespread disruption of electrical power and communication services. In general, moderate to heavy damage may be experienced, particularly in the agricultural and industrial sectors.

• PSWS#4 – winds above 185 kph in 12 hours. Coconut plantation may suffer extensive damage. Many large trees may be uprooted. Rice and corn plantation may suffer severe losses. Most residential and institutional buildings of mixed construction may be severely damaged. Electrical power distribution and communication services may be severely disrupted. In the overall, damage to affected communities can be very heavy.

On the other hand, the internationally used Saffir-Simpson Scale for classifying typhoons or hurricanes, has the following categories:

• Category 1 – Minimal, 119-153 kph. Some damage is expected, with most of it limited to shrubbery, unanchored houses and items. Some minor flooding will cause pier damage.

• Category 2 -- Moderate, 154-177 kph. Considerable damage can be expected to shrubbery and some trees may be blown down; there will be damage to mobile homes, signs, roofs, windows and doors. Small craft may be torn from moorings and marinas will probably flood. Some low-lying areas and shoreline residences should be evacuated.

• Category 3 -- Extensive, 178-209 kph. Large trees and most signs may be blown down; there may be structural damage to small buildings; mobile homes will be destroyed. Serious flooding will occur at the coast, with severe damage to shoreline structures and flooding up to eight miles (13 km) inland at elevations of five feet (1.5 m) or less.

• Category 4 -- Extreme, 210-250 kph. Expect trees, signs and traffic lights to be blown down, and extensive damage done to roofs, windows and doors. Mobile homes will be completely destroyed. Beaches will be eroded and there will be flooding as far as 6 miles (9.5 km) inland for anything under 10 feet (3 m) above sea level. Anyone staying within 500 yards (457 m) of shore will be evacuated, as will all single-story residences within 2 miles (4 km) of shore.

• Category 5 -- Catastrophic, 251+ kph. Trees, signs, traffic lights will be blown down.
There will be extensive damage to buildings and major damage to lower floors of structures less than 15 feet (4.5 m) above sea level within 500 yards (457 m) of shore. Massive evacuation of residential areas 5-10 miles (8-16 km) from shore will be required.

Comparing the two, it is obvious that Saffir-Simpson has a more precise system for having smaller wind-speed differentials between categories. Although more cumbersome with its 5 categories, it allows more accurate determination of effects on the human environment. Its major disadvantage is the absence of a category for wind speeds below 119 kph. It was obviously designed for highly developed countries with more durable infrastructure.

The PAG-ASA system is clearly designed to warn people in agricultural areas. Unfortunately, it does not provide a graphic warning for urban dwellers. In this Post-Milenyo era, we hope this can be amended. Example: Oversized and medium-sized billboards toppling over vehicles and across major roads. (Sorry, can’t resist that one.)

Furthermore, using the two systems to analyze the average wind speed of Milenyo, it seems clear that typhoon Milenyo had sustained wind velocities of no less than 150 kph and not the reported 120 or 130 kph. In short, Milenyo was both a PSWS#3 and, at least, a Category 2 typhoon. Comparing it with Typhoon Trining (Ruth) which hit Northern Luzon in 1991 (204 kph winds), I can objectively say Milenyo almost came up to Trining's fierceness, but not quiet. Hundred-year-old pine and cypress trees in Burnham Park were uprooted then just like many not-so-old acacia trees in Makati and Taguig recently, although many of the old ones had only large branches twisted and torn off the trunk. The average speed of at least 165 kph estimated and reported by US meteorologists is a more acceptable one. Add a very conservative gustiness of 10% and you have maximum speeds of about 180 kph (Category 3)! Enough to uproot a large tree especially in the open field.

(This gustiness thing is one particularly intriguing phenomenon. My friend and I noticed a portion of the metal-sheet ceiling underneath LRT 1 in Avenida twisted out of place. He said, thieves did it. I noticed though that that small portion happened to be right along a thru-street (Raon, I think). The wind had accelerated through the buildings along that alley and produced a negative pressure within the ceiling, sucking it out of connection and exposing the electrical wires. That’s exactly how some well-attached roofs are sucked out. The lesson? Wind speed can be positive and negative. It may push or pull out.)

Justifying its system of averaging expected wind velocities over a shorter period, v.v. the longer period used by other countries, PAG-ASA’s final lower average has resulted in underestimating the speeds and the effects of Milenyo. A careless error if I may say so. In such cases, a “worse”-case scenario is better. That is, erring on the side of caution is much better when lives and properties are at stake. However, it is not that way with people used to disasters; either they tend to take an idle optimistic view or a fatal fatalistic one. We’ll make it through somehow! Or, what can we do?

Finally, cleansing works for our own good. It takes away the weak branch or tree that has failed to give fruit or serve its purpose except as firewood or fertilizer. It takes away old ways that will and can no longer work to improve our way of doing things. Funny how many people fight to retain such failed ways by undoing the works and the lessons nature and God hand us.

Cleansing, like fasting and praying, takes away the poison within us and around us. We don’t just suffer a typhoon, a disaster or even a war (God forbid). We don’t become less from a painful catharsis. We become what we should be. The world becomes what we could make of it. Society becomes a home people by cleansed – no, purified and refreshed – people.

(Top Photo: Traffic along EDSA as seen from the Ayala MRT Station. Photo Above: At a construction site in Makati, a pheumatic hammer breaks down the old to build up the new.)

Typhoon Hysterics

Many typhoon-battered Filipinos still react to the latest typhoon as if it were the end of the world or, at least, the very undoing of their country and their lives. Consider the following cases:

1. Electricity

The first thing that usually goes out when Signal No. 3 hits is power. And together with sanity also goes, for some, water, phone lines and other power-dependent services, like the Internet and radio. Some people curse the black-out then proceed to the nearest mall. Some decry the feeling of living in the Stone Age as if it was electricity that gave humans intelligence.

Not much we can do when our power lines are overhead instead of being underground or embedded on ground-level structures. Yes, it’s an engineering issue but don’t we have enough engineers now to make us decide the best options? Even if one never studied engineering, it still makes one grunt in frustration at knowing politicians have more control over infrastructure projects and “countryside development” than engineers do.

2. Water

Water, the essential element, is also one very ironic thing. With so much of it coming down from heaven, we panic that we have no mineral water to drink. Water, water everywhere but not many wise persons around! While it refreshes the land, water also causes fear when cyclones blow. Again another source of engineering problem that should have been addressed many years ago with wider and more efficient canal systems but because of lack of vision, we all suffer unnecessary floods. Of course, up in the mountains and in the forests, the issue is that of gravity and saturation capacity of the soil. But it is also an issue involving human dominion. Much of the destruction that nature inflicts upon us is merely a result of human abuse and negligence. Let’s stop whining for our own errors. We all deserve it!

3. Billboards

How many times have people warned against this menace of the landscape? How many times have we heard ordinary people and artists decry the desecration of the environment with this modern invasion of the senses and the sensibilities? Will we have to go to court to decide if we can allow them to rake in money and endanger – no, kill – more lives? Enough! Away with those free-standing billboards! You hear the cry in a loud unison but one wonders if someone hears at all.

We shout against billboards when we could have avoided all the trouble if we only had the sense to see through the maze that blocks our vision to clarity.

4. Fallen trees

Trees will fall and branches will break as surely as the wind blows. (I personally don't believe Typhoon Milenyo only had 130kph winds to topple those many trees and billboards. But more on that in the next post.) So why plant them where they can do damage – right beside power lines or next to a house? There must be a sensible way of avoiding danger before it happens. If you plant a tall tree alongside a road, chances are it will fall on it. Or if you build a road where a tall tree is, somehow, it will fall and block, if not, crush a vehicle. How tall is a tree anyway? Can we not give enough space for it to fall upon without doing much damage? In the howling wind, I think that I shall never see a problem as deadly as a tree.

5. Typhoon Warnings

Alright, PAG-ASA may have put out typhoon bulletins on the radio and TV but isn’t it presumptuous to expect people, who wake up one morning and seeing only rain, not to venture out? The fact that many people were caught out there in the offices during the height of the typhoon means our typhoon signals are nothing but bulletins and not really effective signals like the sirens or tambulis (horns) used in the past. Filipinos, in general, respond more to a warning sound than to sound bites. Sounds alarming? It better be; it's your life at stake.

With almost everyone having cell-phones, why can’t the government and the telecommunication giants come out with a system that will warn people of an impending cyclone, tsunami, landslide or earthquake? Anyone would be willing to pay P1 for such a service 4 or 5 times a year. What is P5 if it will save a life?

I say, much of our hysterical reactions are out of place. No, I do not mean our grief and pain, or our fears and our valid concerns. But if we do what is in keeping with common sense and plain wisdom, we have no reason to suffer, to panic or to worry when disasters strike.

But there is another side of typhoons that we fail to see which, if we did, would not leave us feeling so helpless. Here are a few of what we do not appreciate:

1. Clean air

Typhoons give us a breath of clean, cool air for a day or two in the polluted metropolis and other urban areas. Instead of shouting, breathe in deeply and enjoy this rare blessing from heaven.

2. Silence

Hear the silence of the night when no karaoke, TV, radio or car engines dare invade the eye-of-the-storm peace that comes after the typhoon. It brings back those childhood days in the provinces when only the cicadas and the creaking bamboos ruffled the night.

3. Humility

City life usually brings pride to its denizens. Having lived in Baguio for 12 years, coming back down in Metro Manila was a humbling experience. I couldn’t recognize new buildings and got lost in the maze of flyovers and underpasses. People of course “knew” their way around and in fact felt they belonged to the city. I did not. Typhoons do that to us. We feel lost in the silence and the darkness. But others just don’t get it. They would rather whine and complain that they should suffer such a curse. Try humility; it is the first step toward real wisdom and strong character.

4. Open space (no billboards)
   
   As we said, be thankful, we can see the skies once more, if we try hard enough to peer through the naked billboard trusses. It may seem like a cruel thought; but a fallen billboard is nature’s way of reclaiming its supremacy over decency.

5. Swelled Clean Rivers

Feel the surge of full and cleaner rivers flowing by and be revitalized. But city-dwellers miss this opportunity. Once power comes back, they go back to watching TV and singing karaoke. But right in the city is nature putting out a show we fail to appreciate and give thanks for. We don’t even take time to watch Pasig flow lazily by anymore; unlike in Rizal’s time when they spent afternoons beside her pristine banks. Why should we? And smell her normally putrid waters?

6. Less traffic

Who drives during a typhoon? Who else but the people in media, in government or in business. And those caught unaware in the storm. The streets should be no-man’s-land during such times. But it goes back to what we said above: how should people know? Nevertheless, it helps nature clean the air faster.

7. Time to think

Thinking triggers new energy. It leads us to make amends for our errors and omissions. Storms give us time to think, if not of personal matters, at least of ways to improve our way of dealing with our environment and our manners. It is not too much to expect some good coming out of seemingly bad things.

Finally, Filipinos are wont to say that typhoons and other disasters are God’s way of telling us we should change. We all welcome that. But we tend to look at typhoons in the same way we look at Lent, Christmas or New Year. We rejoice at being given another chance to do it right this time, a chance to be better people and a chance to make it happen for our country. This makes the Philippines the most hopeful country perhaps in the entire globe. But, too much hope without enough progress becomes a tiring farce. We have been hoping since the time of the Spaniards. Rizal’s final poem still echoes our national pathos: “Adios Patria adorada! Region del sol querida; Perla del mar de Oriente, nuestro perdido Eden!”

Today, we live in a virtual Paradise but still behave likes slaves and victims. After each storm, we all feel like Adam and Eve just out of the Garden -- heads bowed down, eyes on the dirt and debris, pride shattered and pockets even more empty. What we forget is that if we turned around, we would see that the way is wide open for us back to those loving divine hands. Back to where abundant life reigns. Alas, we would rather live East of Eden!

Life: Let’s Break it Down!

Life baffles even the greatest genius among us, not exempting Einstein. How on Earth could we simplify it for most of us mentally-challenged folk? As hip-hops say, “Let’s break it down!” Bring it to its bare essentials and we see things in a new light. In short, do the following (literally, do it and follow it):

Things Only I Could Do for God

1. Know and love God in my life
2. Discover God’s special plan for my life
3. Work out His plan for my life

Things Only I Could Do for Myself

1. Know and love myself
2. Learn as much as I can about my potentials
3. Apply all that I am in my life

Things Only I Could Do for Others

1. Know and love others
2. Learn as much as I can about people’s potentials
3. Work with others as effectively as I can

Well and good. But it’s still as daunting as flying an airplane, only, well, a bit naïve. Of course, we said simplify, not easify! The hard work is all up to each and every one of us.

Happy flying!

(Photo above: Computer-stylized Manila Bay scene.)

Is There Room for Error in God’s Design?

It seems people look at God’s creation as an overly strict or rigid system, one where error is not just frowned upon but summarily condemned. Reading the Old Testament tends to reinforce this thought. Do not eat or you die. Obey; otherwise, you perish.

Doesn’t God put too much confidence in humans or do we simply fail to live up to our God-given abilities? Shouldn’t we be living in Paradise or in Heaven if He expects us to behave like super-beings? Perhaps we should -- or should have been. Wasn’t that the original plan? The fact that we do not, does not excuse us from behaving like we were not God’s children. For we really are.

God’s love and justice do not remove whatever potentials we had before we failed Him in Eden. Alright, the Earth was cursed for our sake. We grow old because of our human frailty. And we die for our sins. Yet, we know that whatever errors humans inputted into God’s design, He is able to forgive them and then to reform and to renew us.

So why does God still expect us to behave like heavenly beings in a fallen world? In a Universe governed by gravity and carnality, the only way is down into the black-hole of sin. In a world ruled by the rich and the powerful, to be born poor and powerless often seems worse than death. In a society where materialism and depravity negate moral values, to live upright comes close to being a crime. God’s Son Himself became a victim of the world’s crooked standards.

Perhaps the answers do not exist here at all. Or in the present. The only possible answer we can think of now is the fact that God lives and continues to rule the Universe and that in spite of the “imperfections” of the world, His standards do not change and that they still apply. Why should God change for the errors of humans?

Better the stars and the planets which obey physical laws in precise galactic harmony. Inanimate or unthinking as they seem, they do not follow any moral standards. Better the animals and the plants which follow the laws of nature in its complex diversity. Neither do they worry about right or wrong. In the Physical Universe, there are no such things as imperfections or errors. Meteor showers, solar flares, earthquakes and storms are part of the natural celestial rhythm.

But humans have to deal with their rightful dominion over creation, with moral issues, with matters of honor and justice or with simple traffic rules. Did God not give only one command in the Garden? But later on, He gave humans 10, then more than 600 more afterward. The more sins, the more laws. The better for us to realize how much we need God to set us right. But that system didn’t seem to work either.

Jesus Christ is the final and perfect answer. He is the Way to total human freedom.

In Christ, we return to two commands which in reality are but the one commandment of Love. Think of this: Was the command not to eat of the forbidden fruit just another way for God to say, Love me and love your self? Meaning, if you obey (if you do not eat) you express your love for Me and for your self. Why choose death when you can easily choose to live with me here in Paradise? Why do something that is not for your own good?

Alas, the serpent who now rules the present world (whereas he was but a squatter in the Garden) makes the big difference! He holds the great power of deception. His magic works wonders to lead humans to defy or reject God. Evil seeks to bring creation to a standstill. Progress in the human being is a Divine Design. Death and decay are Satan’s handiwork. Although part of nature’s processes, death need not be the lot of humans. Yet, in Christ, even death results in salvation. Game, set, match! Victory for humans!

To be perfect is to seek to remain as a citizen of Heaven where the Living God reigns. To choose then to remain in a fallen state is, well, a total rejection of one’s ingenious humanity. For to know you are in error and not to seek correction is an abandonment of one’s divine heritage and destiny.

Tears were made to cleanse the soul. Knees were made to bend our pride. We were made to reflect God’s image. Surely, we can be perfect like Him. Of what use is His power to create?

For humans, therefore, God’s creative power targets two primary goals: To put newness into our lives and to mold us gradually into the Divine Image. Even if we make mistakes, He could never be wrong in dealing with us. And, God never fails.

Manariwa!

(Photo above: A small vendor holds his own against the gigantic Mall of Asia along Manila Bay.)

Eliminate Dead Ends

Good advice often comes in small surprises. I got this one from a tutorial on inventing in the Internet. It jumped out from the monitor and grabbed my brain in a hammer-lock, accompanied with a gentle tickle in my ribs. It assuaged, in a way, much of my anguish in some areas where I cruise along and never reach any destination or, as the metaphor evokes, I bump into a dead end. In short, nothing happens to my plans or my life in general. Dead on the spot and hope could not even save the day.

Take my music, for instance. I’ve played the guitar quite seriously since I was in high school. In the past decade and a half, I ventured into composing songs and even released a solo, original album. Having done that without much success, the idea of a second album did not seem to make any sense. The first one obviously crashed into the terminal station.

The question is: Does eliminating a dead end mean stopping altogether in one particular pursuit? Should I quit now? Or does that mean, I should remove the obstacles that prevent me from proceeding with a worthwhile pursuit? If something occupies your mind all day long and you can’t get enough of its appeal, then to give it up would mean giving part of your being, of your very soul and life. It would be suicide.

Yes, the advice seems valid and compelling but a difficult one to understand and even more difficult to follow. One dead end in life doesn’t make a total failure of a person just as one failed exam doesn’t mean a failing final grade. “Dead ends”, as they seem to connote, are those that you continually encounter and which have the irritable habit of making you feel stupid or incompetent. It is when you persevere in something that you know will not produce the desired result you want that leads to a dead end. Like smoking, which you feel you need to do; but you wished you could give up.

Hence, dead ends refer to those patterns of thinking and tendencies in our behavior that lead us to work against our own welfare. We know pornography corrupts the mind and the spirit and yet many of us fall prey to its venomous appeal. We know gossiping can destroy relationships but we become victims of its frivolous entertainment.

When we encounter a dead end, the only way out is to turn around and retrace our steps. Easy enough, but we waste precious time doing that. But that is how we learn. In Math, we call a dead end a wrong answer. In sports, we call it half-hearted playing. In marriage, we call it the absence of love and forgiveness. Going the other way always gives us a better view of where we came from. Wisdom and experience allow us to see with sharp eyes and even sharper minds to know where a certain road will eventually lead.

Eliminating dead ends then simply requires charting our course toward a certain future, one that may be novel, unfamiliar or untrodden, but if viewed with a clear vision of life will lead to success. For anything that enhances or multiplies the value of life is one path worth pursuing. Be it singing, planting, selling, nursing or teaching, if an abundant life is the end-product as well as the by-product, then we must have that.

Wonder why there is no such thing as a living end? It is because life never ends.

Always Looking

We’re always looking for a reason to be happy, to be proud, to be healthy, to be rich or to be important. Vanity is ingrained in our souls like a lullaby that keeps coming back to our mind. Good or bad? It really depends on how we channel this deep human need.

Peacocks and turkeys don’t really have a choice but to strut about with their feathers spread out at times. It’s their way of perhaps cooling down their bodies or attracting their mates. So humans have no more choice than to feel enough pride in their own God-given beauty or abilities. Not to do so would be unnatural. The defining word of course is “enough”. Vanity may refer to sick pride or too much focus on the self. Always looking at the self. Always asking for the self. Always wanting to see. Always wanting to be seen.

Vanity of vanities! That is the litany of those who have spent too much time pleasing the self only to realize they have wasted their lives. Good if we get to that point when we shed off the extra or unnecessary clothes or shoes. Or when we throw away (or sell) those things that are more of burdens than blessings in life. Like an old, sentimental car that costs more to maintain and even more to run.

Yes, oftentimes the initial happiness we feel merely comes from the simple need to be comfortable in life. But when that happiness sets in and does not progress into something that we truly feel we can share with others, it soon becomes a kind of master and not a servant. Obsessive wanting of things becomes loving things, loving the world. Happiness becomes the motive for living and not the by-product of it.

So what should be our motive or purpose for living? The vainest person who ever lived put it this way in Ecclesiastes 12:13: Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man.

Apparently, there is no joy in fulfilling our duty. Of course not! What we do will never bring us contentment. Why do we keep looking into the mirror? Because we are never satisfied with how we look. Or how we feel. Happiness or joy is what God does or gives to us. Knowing Him leads to that. And joy leads us to honor Him and to do His will. Imagine what God can do with joyful servants.

Somewhere in between knowing ourselves and knowing God is a kind of peaceful joy that ends our restless longings.

How Things Serve the Creator

Psalm 119

89 Forever, O LORD,
Your word is settled in heaven.
90 Your faithfulness continues throughout all generations;
You established the earth, and it stands.
91 They stand this day according to Your ordinances,
For all things are Your servants.

Verse 91 in Psalm 119 is rendered in New International Version as “All things serve you.”

Isn’t this a mind-boggling thought? It is a real paradox, if you think about it. If all things indeed serve God who created all things, then how can the writer claim all things serve God when there are people who do not even recognize His existence?

Ah, but that is where we miss the whole point of God’s creation.

Consider light as a medium that preserves and enhances life – like air which sustains life. Ever since Einstein gave us a glimpse of its inscrutable nature, scientists have been able to harness even its many previously unappreciated properties to make life more advanced and convenient. We now have photovoltaic energy and laser technology applied in many of our modern tools and appliances.

Even as a medium of art, like in photography, light provides the essential or foundational material. And yet this art form owes its existence not merely to light as a physical reality but also to the entire structure – network or web, if you please – of the entire Universe. By that we mean the eyes that would have to be present to catch the light, the nerves that connect the eyes to the brain, the vessels that would have to carry blood to preserve the eye in its functional condition, the skull that would protect the brain…. Well, simply said, the whole body that contains and sustains the eyes.

And we have not even mentioned the exact mixture of air in the atmosphere that will not only allow the body to survive in a livable sphere but also the entire solar system that allows our planet to exist as it does and to have the right properties and ingredients to maintain a perfectly balanced and precisely interactive sets of cosmological, physical, chemical, geological and biological systems.

Were we not talking about photography -- perhaps, one of the most ordinary, if not the most taken-for-granted, of human activities? Ideally speaking, art serves to ennoble the human soul; although photography now bears the distinction of being a tool for propagating immorality and depravity. What we initially defined as a beneficiary of the beauty and purity of light as a created and creative tool now serves the dark motives of humans. Created, for we read somewhere and accept in our hearts the truth that a God once spoke the words, “Let there be light!” And there was….

Whoa, why is there is so much darkness today? Darkness, figuratively speaking, does not serve the purposes of God. It runs against His basic nature. “God is light; in Him there is no darkness.” He created the Universe to obey His laws. And in all of His creation, only humans choose to disobey. Or disbelieve.

The tiny atoms that form a single pixel that helps to produce a high-resolution photo of your cat, your dog or your best friend, owe their existence to the powerful Being who called light into being. Those tiny atoms may also serve God’s purpose of bringing into His realm a lost person by the might of the written word.

And His Word will not return to Him void or without effect. For if God has the power to do such magnificent things, do we think He doesn’t have the right to delete anything that does not serve His purposes? Good if He chooses to merely delete. What if He decided to burn a piece of paper to light up the darkness?

(Photo above shows a sculpture entitled "The Photographer", done in kamagong by Carlitos Ortega of San Pablo, Laguna.)

Preparation and Perfection

The movie "The Last Samurai" brings out the value of adequate preparation -- whether in war or in life. Not just adequate practice as a way of life, but practice that aims at perfection.

I can remember my own nervousness at holding for the first time an M-16 Armalite rifle with live bullets at the Fort Bonifacio Firing Range in the early '70s. Like dogs, our squad leaders barked at us awkward cadets as we lay there, aiming our guns at the target. Occasionally, one of us would feel a sudden kick on his feet as the order to "spread your legs" echoed. It may have been far from the terror one would feel during a real battle but it certainly kept you alert and alive at every moment.

Your mind went into focus and even fantasized (more like deceived itself) at hitting the bull's eye on your one and only shot for the ROTC Scout Ranger Training course for the entire semester. One bullet -- I guess it was all our tuition fee could afford to cover then. (Or I may have been absent during other firing lessons.) So, it was all you might ever have in shooting training in case a real war came about. Some of us did get to apply that miniscule practice when ROTC cadets were deployed as security troops during a National Elections period.

My father had a more amusing experience right before the war. He had just graduated from UP Los Banos and had also gone through basic military training just before WW II broke out in 1941. Departing from Negros Oriental, he and other soldiers had their only shooting practice on board a boat bound for Manila. They shot at party balloons in the air! If we didn't know the failures of Gen. MacArthur in implementing the Defense Plan for the Philippines then (and, in particular, the War Plan Orange) that eventually led to the Fall of Bataan, we would have easily blamed this lack of combat preparation of our veterans as the main reason that caused our defeat to the Japanese.

Be alert. It's one good advice to keep at all times. A very simple one but one that entails a ton of preparation in whatever field you may apply it. The student, who must go to school to face tricky math and chemistry exam questions as well as drug pushers and cellphone snatchers, needs it as a constant companion. The father or mother, who must deal with emotional or business decisions in the process of raising a family, needs it as a defense against many kinds of failures. The politician, who must address multifarious issues that will affect the future of a town, a province or an entire country, needs it to stay effective and useful.

Preparation starts with the first bullet fired in focused practice, the first assignment read or done well, the first law followed with a good conscience or even the first prayer uttered earnestly in the morning. Victory comes to those who never forget the first good lessons but practice them to perfection.

Family Picnic

All of us have been to picnics where ants and other insects gate-crashed. These insects invented picnics. And they’re still at it. This photo of grasshopper nymphs shows how they have turned their picnic mat into their food. The best part of it all is that they picnic all their life through!

Pahiyas Festival

In last May's Pahiyas Festival in Lucban, Quezon Province, these young family members (above photo) nonchalantly posed for curious visitors as they are framed by their home’s colorful decorations made up of stranded vegetables and fancy flowers. The large flower and "chandeliers" were formed out of "kipping", crispy rice wafers. As part of the yearly celebration of a bountiful harvest, families vied for the honor of having the most creative design using indigenous materials. Some displays used mechanized robots that depicted the harvesting of palay (rice). In the photo below, the "woman" shakes the bilao to winnow the grains and the "man" pounds the asung or bayu (mortar) in the alung (pestle, not shown) to grind the rice.

Absolute Boredom

It happens to the best of people and even to kids nowadays -- when absolute boredom sets in and there is nothing you can do about it. Nothing, as in not even the war in Lebanon or the prospect of airplanes exploding over the Atlantic can wake you up into a revitalized state of existence and activity. Too many wars and too many people dying can make you feel as jaded as a reckless driver in traffic-crazy Metro Manila.

Not that you have nothing to do; important correspondences starved of attention, the laundry teeming with microorganisms for days now, a patent application that has become impotent for years and stacks of a new book whose launching has no better chances than a Pinoy-made rocket . I sometimes wonder if our desire for multi-tasking is merely a way of outrunning boredom or that we are people innately bored and merely trying to look for ways to prevent total self-annihilation. That apart from the fact that we really enjoy plugging in those iPods or solving Soduko puzzles, we are constantly avoiding that uneasy moment when we find ourselves asking, “What now? What else is there to do in life?” And so we work like ants and somehow feel good that we can do so, forgetting that work itself – much like boredom -- is a curse upon humanity.

I and my college friends once made a pact that we will not get married before we reached 25. We all fulfilled that promise, except for one who has remained single. After living through marriage and experiencing its glory and its humbling lessons, what came after? When all the kids have begun their own lives – or even the wife, for that matter -- what do you do? I also remember my one great dream to live someday on a mountain. After having lived for twelve years in Baguio and having climbed a couple more mountains, I feel I no longer have any mountain to conquer – at least, my knees say so. No more dream to fight for. So it seems.

But that’s boredom talking. Even the onset of symptoms arising from spending too much time in the Internet (blurred eyes, sallow complexion, muscle atrophy and metacarpal pains, etc.) no longer bothers one who has sweetly surrendered to boredom. After all, it has a calming effect much like a sedative drug that leads you to happily give up all resistance to boredom’s sinister consequences.

And to complicate matters, one encounters some people who feel or behave exactly the same way. And even though you try to pretend that you are not as bored as they are, you go home and realize you’ve been fooling yourself too long.

In truth, some people may appear more busy than we are but that doesn’t mean they are less bored. We party as much as we can but end up feeling half empty because we took more than we should have given. We go watch a funny movie and while the characters bust their wits out delivering the punch lines we cannot even reciprocate with one good belly laugh. And neither do the people around us. Movies are just another expensive though shared way to forestall boredom. Those who make money out of boredom-killers only have much more money which they can spend to kill their own boredom.

Boredom can suck out all enthusiasm from our bones. It can make us cynical and lead us to write articles like this.

Going on a trip might be a good idea, as a friend suggested. But it will not really make us forget what we carry inside or what is missing inside us. As the word implies, boredom describes a gaping hole within a person’s being which can only be filled with something easily within reach.

Yes, I’ve been through this a lot of times before. It is like the calm before the storm. It is like the waiting for that moment when a volcano erupts and belches out tons and tons of the Earth’s innards into the sky and back down over hapless creatures. It is the sigh before the fear. It is the bated breath before the big leap of faith and courage. Most of all, it is the sign before the sign; the great preparation stage for the revelation of some blinding truth we may have been waiting for.

Boredom may serve a good purpose if it leads to a commitment to change. Elijah felt the same way as he hid in a cave, wishing to die because of loneliness and uselessness. He felt he had given everything he could give and yet he gained nothing out of it. But that emptiness we feel after giving up so much and not feeling appreciated, is not selfishness in itself. It is merely a lack of awareness of the overall plan God has for each one of us. I saved you; why not many others, too, Elijah?

Rebuke boredom we must, for it will lead to despair. Consider it an enemy we must, for it can steal one’s hope in God. But how do we remove it from our lives?

By taking small and simple steps: First, loving yourself as God loves you and then loving others as you love yourself. Many get bored because they feel unloved or unfulfilled. Convince yourself how much you love yourself (hey, God really does love you and cares for you!) and everything else will follow. When tears start to fall from the realization of how much that love that God allows you to have for yourself can be liberating, you will know how useless and senseless it is to feel bored.

In the end, it is not the primary thing that God loves others and that we should also do so, but that He loves you enough and that you must not deny it from yourself. Be whole before you can be holy.

How God Qualified Joseph to Become Ruler of Egypt

Psalm 105:21-22

He made him master of his household,
ruler over all he possessed,

to instruct his princes as he pleased
and teach his elders wisdom.

The Pharaoh of Egypt found in Joseph not just a humble and able administrator over the entire land, he had a man who possessed God’s wisdom. Joseph’s two-pronged task involved training the ministers in taking the proper steps in assuaging the effects of the seven-year famine and to create among the counselors the necessary values that will strengthen the backbone of the nation especially during that time of crisis. His own lessons in rejection by his brothers and in suffering imprisonment taught him the patience and fortitude to face problems with faith and with dependence on God’s strength and grace.

As virtual prime minister and second only in power and influence to Pharaoh, he harnessed all that he had learned as a child of Yahweh much like David the shepherd who would also became ruler of Israel. The prophetic abilities he had served him well in his gradual ascent into the halls of power in Egypt. Such miraculous gifts we may not have in our life to help us solve our many problems in society, but armed with the faith and the assurance that God is still in control of the Universe, anyone can become an instrument of heaven to accomplish as much as Joseph did in his lifetime.

God chose Joseph from among his brothers even as a small boy. He trained him early on by giving him the ability to interpret dreams. But even that gift was not enough to qualify him for the great task he was to do in Egypt. He had to go through physical and emotional pain in order to see how God could prove to him and to others that He can not only save one person’s life but that of an entire nation, no, of two nations.

When we go through great suffering, we often miss the whole point of the matter. Unlike Job, many of us do not gain the experience of discovering the “joy in unrelenting pain”. We do not plod through wind, rain and mud long enough to discover the golden treasure of “indestructible life”.

Romans 5:3-5

…but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Job and Joseph learned to eventually comprehend life as something they did not merely receive from their parents but ultimately from God. And this they did after they had unraveled the role of suffering in perfecting that priceless wisdom that the Holy Spirit instilled in their hearts.

Joy in pain or hope in suffering -- now that is something worth having in life.